Remember what peace there may in silence.

".As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons..."

-Desiderata-

I have had claim that I'm a believer of things said in Desiderata and that I live by it. But lately I realised how I am not on good terms with some people.

What do I do?

At the moment, nothing towards reconciliation, rather I just left things hanging on that sour note. Why? Comfort, fear of rejection, general anxiety and all kinds of sin.

I'm beginning to think I'm the Sinnerman afterall and so where am I gonna run to?

I need to change this situation to be at peace with myself. Can't hide under the rock forever. However, I need to do things out of genuine and sincere intention, and at the moment, I'm still in the process of getting there, I'll take it slowly, starting from the person most dear to my heart.